apparently nothing has changed. it sometimes seems like it does, but it doesn’t. still seem be the same girl I was many moons ago. not a bad thing?
oh hey! I guess I still exist! I haven’t really updated this thing for reals in over a year I think.
well, I’ve officially been out of college for 3 years, I’ve had 3 love interests (one was very very short-lived, and was a mistake from the beginning, but one even likes me enough to have stuck around for nearly a year and counting!). I’ve quit 2 real jobs, plus a few random side crappy things, and I’ve even moved. being an adult is weird. I guess I’m not really an adult, considering I’m writing a tumblr post while watching a paramore concert on youtube on my tv (this update will take about an hour thanks to dance breaks).
a lot has changed in a year, and a lot hasn’t. moving home was weird, but good. I get to hang out with my family all the time (we live within a 4 mile radius). I had to say goodbye to one of my best friends, but now I have my own private angel.
2012 sucked real bad. 2013 was pretty great, other than losing the man who taught me to love. 2014 will hopefully be the best yet. I kept trying to think of a good resolution for the year (2013’s were to stop letting myself be taken advantage of -check, and to wear more lipstick -check), but I couldn’t think of anything legitimate. then, while laying in bed, bored and watching tv I decided to throw a solo dance party and it just came to me: do all the things I’ve always said I would do, but never did. they aren’t complicated or crazy ridiculous, just never finished what I started. If I do even 3 of these things on the list before the end of the year, I’ll be happy.
America! Happy 4th y’all!!! (Taken with Instagram)
sorry guys, I was too busy trying to speak with and like the scottish boys…
So weird to think of the differences in my life from last year to this week to today. Some serious low points there and it’s so much different now. Can’t imagine how it would be to still be there.
vertical horizon “best I ever had”
"nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now…
…and it may take some time to
patch me up inside
but I can’t take it so I
run away and hide
and I may find in time that
you were always right
you’re always right”